i. some friends will
help you spread your wings.
they will cheer as they
watch you soar.
never once will they see you as
icarus heading to his death.
those are the ones you keep.
others will rip out your wings to
replace them with ones of
wood, feathers, and wax.
they will shove you up -
up into the sky and
laugh as your erupt into flames.
leave them to burn themselves.
save yourself from getting scorched.
ii. the invisible girl will
force herself to be seen.
it will begin when she
strips herself down.
the vulnerabilities will shine through.
show off every scar, every crack.
she will then dye herself with
her true colors.
blend in pi
here again i name myself an elegy for soft.
the ghosts unstitching their mouths–
impossible inevitable inconsequence.
the remainder. the echo. the wake.
pared to the bone, marrow unraveled;
a web of stars racked to the machine. soft;
you dead dreamweaver. threaded-needle-tongue.
here again this slingshot orbit cups an untouched moon.
claim yourself new. become untouchable. you remember:
this reassembly, this reinvention of choice.
become a fist pressed to the apex.
cut the compass out of your mouth.
soft; unspeak yourself again. you remember:
this funeral sacrament of a stopgap creed,
vacant planet unspun to wire–
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where we used to talk
and laugh
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we decided to stop
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There are dots trailing behind my back,
they follow my moves,
my steps, my
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I decide to follow the dots
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Silver light upon the sea
Sharp as scales, they slit the
Morning sun open -
Like a yolk it bleeds, ichor
Spilled thoughtlessly;
Smearing the fish belly white
Morning with a splatter of life.
Golden light upon the sea
Warm as palms, they stroke the
Turbulent blue -
Like a cat it purrs, star-chilled waves
Licking shores;
Tabby pelt flecked with shell white
And the gulls sing once more.
When I was young and knew nothing,
the sound of my mother lulled me to sleep;
she would sing, her voice a rising wave
of something more than I could know,
filled with a crashing sort of love that killed
just as it would kiss.
There is always a pressure that builds
behind closed doors - it is a silent command
testing natural boundaries and it has no
name nor sound but it is so easily felt in the
houses of those who sleep with no homes
but the ones they find in the dark.
And sometimes, when the sun blinks and
the moon asks for a crashing kiss, when
homes open their doors, I wonder if black
holes are closer than we think—that the sky
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I've fled to the eastern horizon,
shedding my western lifestyle,
caught beneath Atlantic waves,
--homeless, without childhood roots,
latched across a continental war.
My old life, left to drown in the Atlantic waters
Carries a story of who I was on the other side,
Though that story and its protagonist are a closed book
Which I've left to sink in order to begin a new tale.
As pen caresses blackened parchment,
I’m branded by my misfortunate past,
blackberry blue bruises from forgotten faces,
and I’m drowning, swallowing salted memories,
carving a new hope from seashells and sand.
The ghosts of those haunting faces from across the
this small coal town,
beats to the rhythm,
train tracks, smoke stacks,
gray sky-lined memories,
the pulse livens,
our lungs swell,
two hearts, one hum,
overtaking the streets,
miles away from this moment,
yet it's easy to remember,
the stars falling down,
the ground caving in,
and swallowing.
i've always hated this place,
the dust and rumble,
the tea-pot whistle,
the black mine-sweeps,
i've swallowed enough smoke,
to drown in another's anxiety,
misgotten fears blown away,
taking root in my veins,
the heart of the city,
broils with regret,
or maybe that's just me.
either way, i'm ten thousand feet,
below the surface, beneath us,
grapplin